8 hours..or more

I promise i'll start packing after i get done with this :)

In about 5 hours.. we'll be leaving for San Franciso. It has been years since i last went there so i don't know what to expect. :D BUT i know that i am very thrilled :)

Three days until my concert. I am overwrought. I feel weird. All my emotions are scraping their way out of my stomach, and as much as i want to let them all out, it wouldn't let me, they're trapped and there's no way out, i just wanna throw up, but then again it wouldn't let me... i think they want to stay in there until they blow up and turn into little butterflies and tickle me on their way out leaving me discombobulated. OH WELL.

Today was the last day of my Bible School. I didn't want it to end. I was having so much fun with those kids. They were really adorable :) I would love to see them again. Those charming kids really made my day, it was really a pleasure to meet all of them. I will definitely treasure those moments, forever.

be thankful for what you have

I can't believe i fell for this

I've been listening to Demi Lovato's album, Here We Go Again ( Go buy it :D ) for the past two hours ( it's on repeat, hehe ). It drives me crazyyy, she's amazingly talented, i love her :)

So i missed our bible school meeting which sucks BUT i get to go on Sunday so it's all cool. ;) My Senior portrait session will be on Saturday, i'm kind of anxious... it's like, FEAR is in the air, it's really weird.

( *catch me is playing right now* )
So, we went to Fashion Valley yesterday to get some clothes for my concert, It's gonna be on the 3rd of August and i'm really stoked. i'm so intoxicated.

I met this girl from Twitter, her name is Veronica :D she is the coolest girl ever! she's super chill and really nice. haha. If you're reading this, you are striking ;)
Edit: follow her on Twitter :D veronicaty9

My bestfriend is engaged and i'm so happy for him :D JK. but still, i love you Don.

just please, choose one k? :)
option 1
option 2

just catch me :)

Stop. Screaming.

This day has been :
a. Great!
b. Awful!

I'm gonna have to choose letter B. This day has been awful, really awful. Let's just say i spent most of the time in the bathroom scrubbing the bathroom sink until the counter turned white as a ghost and screamed 'stop scrubbing'. yeah. it. was. terrible.

Today, i had a lot of anger in me. It's stupid how i can be so damn mad and be cool about it after a minute or two. It's weird, I'm weird. ...She kept whining and screaming, do this! do that! I swear i would've punched her in the face, really. It bugged me so much that i just wanted to kill myself right then and there. She didn't have a point either so that didn't make any sense. She was all 'follow me i'm your boss'. ugh. oh well, whatever life brings me.  

It's annoying, senseless and stupid. I just feel like cursing right now. damnit. It's not even funny, AT ALL 

I'm gonna try to go to sleep now, at the couch which is, pretty much my bed for a couple of days because i think the couch is more comfortable than a bed. (which 99.9% of you disagrees) but whatever floats your boat.

Mood : annoyed, frustrated and inflamed to madness.

be brave and stand up

She is precious <3

Happy birthday Mrs. Denise Jonas :) yes. It is her birthday today. I love her because she is an awesome mom to her four kids, Joe, Nick, Kevin and of course, little Frankie :D She raised them well to be a gentlemen. I am very happy because i know she is very proud of her boys and to what they've become and to what they have accomplished. She is an awesome mom indeed and i love her.

My day was pretty awesome. We got 7/11 slurpees for free because yesterday was July 11 :) We also got hotdogs for 50¢ each which is really cheap. Went to Guitar center to get Sky fixed (finally! yay!) then we bought him a case too which really made me happy. :D went to Wal-Mart, bought something for Rena. Then got back home. Alex and i rode our bikes, then went to the playground in her school, got back home with Alex's bicycle tire flat XD then i took a shower. So that's pretty much it, sounds boring but the 7/11 thing was really awesome. :)

Expect nothing, live frugally on surprise

The painting says it all.

Okay, the title doesn't have anything to do with the post, I just felt like i need to put that in there. ;) I don't really have anything to say because i should be sleeping right now, gone in la la land. But nooo i'm here, sitting in my bed and writing this post which i, of course enjoy :D I just felt like i need to write something. It doesn't matter if it's important or not, i just wanted to write one.

My World History class is very interesting. Everytime i walk in that classroom, there's something that makes me feel like i need to learn more. It's really different. Maybe because it's my teacher, he doesn't only teach "World History" but he teaches his students more about life and experiences and about surroundings and all that kind of stuff which sounds so boring but for me, it's not. It inspires me in some way, it makes me think about the 'impossible', it made me realize things which i didn't know before.

I am currently listening to Michael Jackson, Bread, The Beach Boys, The Ronettes and Fred Astaire which is really weird because i don't usually listen to them. I find it funny :D but really amusing. I just got really in to it then BAM! :) btw, i love all of their songs. It's old but it gives me something, knowledge i guess. lol.

Keep on believing

Smile

So yesterday was Michael's memorial service. I didn't get to watch the whole live thing because i was at school and i came home right after it ended :( so i just watched some of them on YouTube. The whole memorial service was emotional and sad :'( especially when Paris gave her speech, It was saddest thing ever. I feel really bad for the children, they are very young to lose a father.

My favorite part was when Jermaine sang Michael's favorite song, Smile. I was literally bawling my eyes out. You could really see the sadness in his eyes as he was trying to hold back tears.

here's the link : Smile

Smile and maybe tomorrow you'll find that life is still worthwhile If you just smile

So Happy Together

~This is a special post~ 

Congratulations Kevin and Danielle! i know you two are really meant for each other! :) I am truly happy for the both of you! I hope you guys tie the knot SOON!

We, fans were overjoyed when we heard the news. Though some got their hearts broken.
We are happy that Kevin is gonna be married to a true Jonas sister :) Words can't describe how happy i am. I wish them all the best.

Future 'Mrs. Jonas' = Mrs. Danielle Deleasa JONAS. it sounds perfect.

My reaction? I was in shock. i couldn't breathe. i cried and now i'm very happy.