JB:)

Guess who's coming to SD for a concert?? the Jonas Brothers!!!! OMGEEEE! im suuperr excited! it's gonna be on november 15th! but..:( oh crapp! i just remembered that im supposed to go to six flags on the same day! oh!! darnnitt! NOO!!! this can'tt beeee! oh myy...what should i choose? definitely JB! haha:)) but what will i tell my friends?? they're gonna be so mad at me! ditching them for a concert! tsk!. no!!. ugh..i hate this! this is BAD! and im feeling BAD! i have a sore throat and i sound like a crappy dog! [lol!] ughhhh...:'( and im not YET studying for my history test tomorrow! im soo gonna fail! im too lazy to study..and i still have to make a 1-page essay for my photography class!X|. my whole body is sore! i look like a zombie! my hair is a mess and my skin is pale! and one more thing,i know i promised my readers that i'll be posting every other day,but im sorry to say that i wont be posting until friday..but i'll TRY to post as soon as possible! im just really SICK! im really sorry! well, i'll keep you guys updated! and wish me luck for my toothpick tower tomorrow!.CIAO!

toothpick tower madness.xD

HI!:) it's 7:31 in the evening ryt now! and im here to update.. ahuh, anyways..we were asked to build a toothpick tower in my physics class and i have no idea on where to start!. nothing pops in my mind! oh myyy!! it's due next tuesday and there's only a week left for me to do it! gaawwshh! im soo stressed!! aaaa!:( somebodyy puhleasee help mee! desperate student here! [lol!] so yeah..well i gotta eat!. wish me luck for my project!.byeee guys!.

such a pessimist.

it's like 6:40 in the morning! and im not yet sleeping! ughh.. im soo sleepy but i don't wanna sleep..hmm..why is that? maybe beacause im bored? [lol!] yeah..i think so, so i decided too update my blog:) [yeyy!] it's a sunday morning which means? tomorrow is monday! [nooo!!] which means? school! [ugh] hate it! i haven't studied for my history test! my life sucks! what else?oh yeah! i miss my dad badly! ughh..im away from everyone,my life is screwed,im depressed..what's next? hmm..i don't know but will i hope for the best? maybe not! im such a pessimist!.darn! i don't know what's got into me! i feel like dying..right now! i guess that's how life goes. too much drama it kills me! well i'll keep you guys updated! c'ya guys.! byee!

happy birthday nick!:] i love you!

aaaa!! today is a very very special day for mee!! and to other jb fans:) it's NICK JONAS's BIRTHDAY!!! he's already 16 years young! haha!:) well i hope he's having fun and enjoying his day! and guess what? he got a very,very cute present!! it's a puppy!!

that's soo cute!:]

happy birthday nick! I LOVE YOU!

starts with goodbye.x[

weekend is over! back to school again! ugh! it sucks!. well im just here to update on what's up with me!:) first:

hmm.. where to start? well these past week i got hooked up with this song -> but what song?? haha! well as you can see..or hear, it's "starts with goodbye" by Carrie Underwood! it's really a great song! the lyrics really mean so much to me! haha:)) it reminds me of something, or someone! mm..let's just say "it starts with goodbye"! lol!

but anywayss...i just wanted to greet these people a very happy,happy birtday!:
-on the 16th, my classmate ignacio and my love!! NICHOLAS JONAS!! aaa! he's gonna be 16! awww, i wish he was my age! but what the heck, age doesn't matter! haha!x)
-on the 17th, my very good friend, imani:) she's gonna be 14! yey! hehe and of course ALVIN:)
-on the 25th, my best friend veron!:) imissyou!

i hope you guys will enjoy your day! i love you guys!.

and for those who read my story, im sorry i haven't updated for like..3 days! im just really lazy to write! sorry! but i promise i'll update later!.

well that's it! 'till my next post! byee!:)muah!

im sorry,i forgot:(

It all started last night, while i was praying in my bed, i was asking God to guide all the people that i love when suddenly something or someone popped in my mind.. guess what/who? well it's a who. it was my dad. i don't know why he popped in my mind, maybe it's because i just miss him that much. or maybe reminding me something? at that time i really have no idea, but then i remembered that 3 weeks ago i was writing a letter for him, but what letter? it was a birthday letter. my mom bought a birthday card so that we could send it to him. at that very moment i called my mom. i asked her what's the date of dad's birthday. if you ask, yup! i don't know when my dad's birthday is, im so STUPID! a daughter not knowing her fathers' birthday, is the stupidest thing in the whole world! then she said "august 24" when i heard that, i froze. questions keep running in my mind. mixed emotions. i don't know what to do..ohmyy!:'( "i don't know when my dad's birthday is and i just found out yesterday! that time i felt my eyes stinging then tears rolled down my face, i can't believe myself, i think im the worst person alive! then memories of my dad my sister and i keep flashing on my head. it was like a movie,remembering how we were so happy together. at that time i feel like running away and just wanted cry my heart out. i was screaming inside and nobody can hear it until my mom went in and asked me why i was crying, i can't tell her why.. i was scared..scared of what? I DON'T KNOW! i hid under the blanket not listening to what my mom was saying..then i fell asleep. when i woke up the next morning i looked at myself in the mirror to see my eyes were bloodshot! maybe i cried myself to sleep. up to this day i still feel bad about what happened. i really want to call my dad ryt now and just tell him how i love him and miss him,to tell him that up to this very time i still think and care about him. i love you daddy!.i miss you!.

my story:]

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tell me what you think!.eventhough it's bad or good!.and if you have any suggestions,just tell me kay? ryt now im working on my 9th chapter![yey!] hehe, back to school tomorrow!:( uggh! i hate it!.darn!.wow! it's already september 1st! i can't believe i've been here for like 4 months!.how fast time flies? really fast ryt? 'till my next post! byeee! muah!.